In honor of being nominated...

I was given an award by my dear blogging friend Rev. Smokin Steve yesterday.

my big big fat F**kin head

I was very honored and touched by the nomination and wanted to give him a picture. I did promise a pic of my rack in his T-Shirt, but the camera in my phone memories had a serious malfunction. I assure you Rev. YOU will get your pic come Hell or high water. In the mean time...Here is my Big fat F**king head!

I look at this pic and wonder so many things. Was I a well mannered baby, did I have a happy disposition? Did I cry alot? Did I suck my thumb?

Once I opened Pandora's box and began wondering all that I was, and all that my parents HOPED for me...I started thinking more about how all of us affect each others lives and where would I bee today if I hadn't met "so and so" and What if I had picked the Yellow one and not the green one? Is there a master plan? If so whos' is it? For that matter WHY do I prefer one color over another. I love yellow and I love Pink? Why? Why don't I love Black or purple?

I think that basicly we are all influenced in so many ways. In my child hood I had the dawn of MTV and Atari-pong. Today, my nieces have cell phones, blackberries, cars that talk to us and call in to a customer service center,, computers in our homes, cars and work. WHOA. A talking car. Who would have thought that it was possible? (DAVID HASSELHOFF in Knight rider). Superman, Spiderman, Electra, and Batman. Who would have thought that so many "superheros" Would have come to life in the new century?

What happened to a time when people would cook dinner and talk about their day and it not involve a computer, cell phone, TV, or worry ab out being interupted by a work call because we are available 24/7 ???

These are the things that make me go HMMMMM today.